sometimes i feel so fuckin tired and bored and broken- i mean for absolutely no reason but god damn does my heart hurt
i just wanna take my clothes off and have fun
and have someone to talk to about my wildest dreams and adventures and you went to sleep at 11:30 and why am i so sad about it
you drive me crazy
you will never stop making me so crazy
i don’t know if i should go to this job interview tonight. it’s essentially an interview to be an escort without the sex. but the ad promised 500-600 dollars a NIGHT. should i risk myself getting raped and killed for an easy 500 dollars? they said that was the MINIMUM.
I HATE MYSELF
im such a fucking freak. ughhh i just hate when you brush me off. i fucking hate sam he makes you the biggest douchebag ever. boys will never understand girls. that’s all. why would i bother explaining myself to you when you will never understand the stupid shit that girls do. i wanna be the prettiest and given the most attention. which would be a ridiculous request IF YOU WERENT MY...
ohhhh lord i have this feeling of superiority it’s crazy, like people aren’t as smart as i am when it comes to reading people and it’s so frustrating